SO, after this weekend, waking up this morning i thought that maybe i could at least watch the game. my parents arrived at my grandmas a lil after twelve and we didnt get home till like 3. i got to listen to he cavaliers game on AM 1100 of course and came home to watch a satisfying end with my man Delonte West being a hero make the 3 point shot to win the game by three from 97-97 to 100-97 in the last 5 seconds or so. Also upon arriving home, i found my d.west jersey on the porch (along w/ a lot of T.P.)
This play-off round has been pretty dramatic with a bunch of hot heads running around out there on the court and now, off the court.
Starting with Stevenson calling Lebron James overrated and James coming back with the Jay-Z vs. Soulja Boy comment, rap has intertwined wth basketball, again. Its not the first time Jay-Z has mention Lebron or any other basketball player in a song of his but to write a whole song dissing Deshawn Stevenson is pretty good seeing as though he has a whimp like soulja boy on his side.
In the song he song “blow the whistle” by jay-z remixed you will find him talkin bout the big LBJ and him not being overrated. Me, not usually being a fan of Jay-Z at all actually liked the song (probably cause its bout the King himself.) I just had to find the song once i read about it being released at a Washington D.C. nightclub called “Love” friday(?) night. So, here it is, hopefully it works:
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if dat dont work: http://boomp3.com/listen/bk9a76b

so im calm now and i was so stressed when i wrote those two blogs i dont even remember feeling that way but i feel very foolish. and trina helped a lot with her comment.

soo i prayed and am trying to be grateful about all this. so lets do it the old fashion way and make a grattude list (my mom used to make me do this when i was negative.):

1. i get a Delonte West jersey (which i will probably cherish forever, eek)
2. i get to go see my grandma where we get spoiled of course
3. asta i guess is probably a good leader and is recognized and i am happy for her
4. i get more time to memorize verses for basic
5. get more time to work on my ppage for J2
6. the Lord has shown me that my plans do not work… which i always knew i guess i just never experienced it
7. i went to dance and am getting to know a girl named taylor who is pretty cool and i need ta get her numba!
8. i am thankful for my bro jeff there too
9. and ms. andie mcphee who is sticking with me throughout my times
10. and i havebeen praying and praying for a long time to get out of where i am which is not going anywhere and i think the Lord is ‘testing’ me if thats the right word and putting me through something and i think trusting and faith will just bring me closer, which is exactly what i want more than any delonte west ersey or cavs tickets.

amen.

to add to my ruined weekend already, i now cannot look forward to the cavaliers game cause my dad said i cant go to that.

 oh man do i LOVE my life! FUCk

So my weekend plans were going to be cool.
you know the whole list i made… yeah scratch that
i serisouly hate a lot of things right now.
when katherine called to cancel babystting, i didnt mind too much.
then mom tells me i have to go stay with grandma and that ticked me off.
i got an i dea to stay with asta.
asta left a voicemail saying keith wanted her at the meeting in cinncinattibitch or whereever the fuck they are going.
my mom wants to cancle the order from the delonte west jersey because im so stupid saying the money was under my bible next to her
the hose wouldnt come out of thewall for half of an hour and once off,water splashed all over.
i cleaned the dog house which doesnt look clean at all
and i gained 6 pounds.

Well fyi:
im not going to my grandmas, not at all.
from this shitty weekend is not going to get worse than it already is.
weekends are for rest and friends.
w/o the two at grandmas house it will be intolerable for me and i would probably go to bed and never wake up.
if keith doesnt want me to be a leader, cool.
i hat my life.
now if they dont want me to be a leader, i wont and if they will want me to be a leader, i wont
i am really turned of fby this and am very pissed off.
all mmy hard work for shit.
thats life.
maybe ill just die.
fuck this, ill just go run, dance, word ct like i do every week and maybe do no work so i can still get shit without doing anything.
how do you like that.

and i am so going to the cavs game wednesday.
fuck this.

p.s. i know i am being an overly dramatic baby princess bitch but right now i dont care. so its a good thing im not a fucking leader now isnt it.

@ss $h!+ b!+ch FUCK.

and i hope your laughing cause the only thing this can do for you is to entertain you.

___ So b i have been told the i am better than you feeling is very common in melancholy temperments. i know i definitely used to feel it all the time. but right now, i wish i was what you guys are. i dont feel better than anyone. i really wish i was anele because she is overall perfect. spriitual, pretty, funny, smart and charming. Adi is pretty, spiritual, artistic and has a good way with words. asta, dont evern get me started. b and kyle’s faith is so strong i would give anything to be like them.

Me and my sister have talked about this feeling too. she tells me how she is more mel than she thought and how she looks down on a lot of people. and when the do you ever feel that way? question omes up, i say no because i am overall jealous of everyone because everyone seems to be better than me. so in that case why not try to work harder and get something your good at so peope could look up to you and maybe someone will tell you that THEy want to be like YOU.

Problem is, im not good at anything in particular. like i know i can write-a little (even though joe doesnt like my style of writing,) i can run and..uh… talk. not even. oh wait, i am pretty darn good at sleepin. no ferreal: katie taught me how to use photoshop and i like to ddesign clothes. but adi can say she is awsome at art, marena is the star runner on track (and she is 14) asta is amazing softball player and all sports player, coutrney rocks at soccer, kyle is a good teacher, jordan plays basketball, katie sings& acts & stuff.. i dunno i have just always wanted to be excellent at something… okay done with that, bad feelings gone, whatever not a big deal but its a blog, right?

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torn between two lovers part:

to go to a playoff game would be friggin sweet, which i have probably expressed to a lot of people who are annoyed by now. [and if you are annoyed with reading about they cavaliers, you can stop now, i dont like you either] i dont know if to get tickets you have to buy a 08-09 season pass and thats the only way or what? BUT i had entered this contest for a chance to buy 2 tikets to a game. ha! you have won the chance to purchase tickets!! how redic does that sound?

Well, i got the email and am all like psshht i would never go but i just read it to my mom and she was like, oh wheres my phone? call dad! so actually, my dad is all into the idea and if we get the 33 dolla seats, that aint horrible. (plus you get a free shirt and towel if you go right? sweeet.)

Well we would go to game five round one or the first home game of round two. I soo hope they win the next 2 games to get this round overwith cause i REALLY want to see them play boston (which i am pretty positive that that is who they are playing.) it would be an interesting game with wally and delonte from the celtics previously and boston is good mayyyunn!

and if they win the next two games, the round will end and i will not go to game five on its scheduled wednesday but to a round two game which would not be on that particular wednesday.

and also, after emailing the Q, cavs.com, cavs team shop and this cavs person, someone emailed me back (right before i was going to call them.0 so i am finally going to get a delonte west jersey and hope that he doesnt get traded like larry did a year after i got HIS jersey.

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lately, i have not been so indulged with my material little things like clothes and shits. that is very good for me. serious! i used to be all over shoppin hollister smerican eagle (though they do have comfy jeans) and now i am just gots whats i haves ands is ams thankfuls forsem! (which i am totally working on gratitude cause me depraved..) dicipleship leason right therr… yay i am not completely stupid.

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WEEKEND FOOOL!

this weekend is going to be pretty cool, i am guessing.

starting tomarro::::::

THURSDAY: school (bleh) then come home to pop it at dance clizass, then rest it at hizome and next, watcho el cavos winos.

FRIDAY: presnt great expectations 2nd perios which is way to ealry for me to comprehend anything i might add, finish page in j2, picked up to leave for keentuckayy

once therr, i get to spen the whole time with my old gang: morgan, megan and asta. yayy! i love those little kids, all three of em, lol asta.

so hopefully SATURDAY: i will get to talk with asta and we could work on our goals for our relationshippyy.

and SUNDAY: hopefully everyone will be poppin and excited while the cavs win game 4 and there would no longer be a game 5.!!

exciting righT!?!

ELLI’S TO Do LIST:

1. memorize basic verses
2. read the friggin book i am actually presenting
3. andie assignment
4. talky 3 lauren-ee
5. b’s assignment
6. prepare for the weekend with games, books, clothes and all the goods.

so i am super pumped and super blessed with such an awesome famm and b.o.c.

<3 mwahh

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So i love the cavaliers. i also love writing, drawing and cats. but more than anything do i like fellowship. i love being around word people, aka my family. the cavaliers can burn as long as i can keep my fellowship (of the ring.. lol.)

So i heard some people think i left fellowship for some cavs thing.

Well just clearing up that i never left nothin for no shit like thaaatt. And would i ever? noo. SO, my obsession with Delonte West is just something i have a big opinion on, really truly it isnt that important in my life and isnt life-changing at all.

i find it very much amusing though that people are making a big deal about how much i like the cavs.

seriously, your all just jealous haha i am the only one that laughs at my jokes.

but serious, if that person reads this, next time: please talk to me about it and NOT my mom. thank you

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i have a thought taht people do not like my writing style. i do come off mean and very… un proffessional i guess. there is a reason for this.
1. i am mean
2. i write like i say and i write what i feel but dont say what i write quite right.
if you got that at all.

im sayin that i write how i talk. ya dig?
but i write what i feel,
and cannot say what i feel right.
when it comes out of my mouth its like … flip flop slop poop. DING!
i have a big problem on my hands with that whole issue. you see, i cannot express what i am trying to say when talking deep without tearing up. I have no idea. even if i am happy while talking, they just come. even thinking about things, they come. im thinkin i just get overly ffrustrated with what i cannot say. or just because im a baby. but i dont think im that much of a baby… which means i probably am.
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I really want people who read this to pray for my friend lauren who may be a believer. i just have to find out ferr sherr.
ya dig?
thank yoU!
whoever reads this (0)

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So anyway, speaking of the ‘team that cannot be named,’ they had an okay (iffy) game Saturday but still won. And TODAY!! WOWOWOW DAYUMMMNN! they won by 30 points!!

Big Ben was awesome starting it off

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and Lebron of course.

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Z and Delonte did an okay job but Z didnt seem as impressive as Saturday.
Well the one foul i found was awesome when the Wizards player pushed lebron when he was shooting and that Wizard had to leave the game!! hahaaaaaa.

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Wally was cooool. swift mayne swift!

throughout the game, i was texting cody. it seems that chicken little is the only person in word i can talk to about sportz, lol.

Well 30 points is pretty FUNKAY, 116 to 86. *my mom is lecturing me about using my words excellently now, fyi.* and hopefully they play like this thursday on the road. as ac said, the playoffs dont start till you win a road game.

love me or hate me its still an obsession.

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i did make all the like this pics…

     For some years they sat in silence until one day, five years ago, an eighteen year old actually woke the rest of the world and put a spotlight on the city of Cleveland.

Rookie of the year and all-star MVP in 2003,top draft pick, all star MVP in 2008 and now top scoring record for the cavs ever and at and age of 23 too, LeBron James turned the whole team around. In past season James, Zydrunas and Larry Hughes have been a triple threat. Once Hughes was traded this season with new team members, the cavs are still going to play-offs and one key weapon they need (in my opinion) is team chemistry on the court. They lost some points from missed passes and turnovers. On the thrilling game Monday, some things just clicked. In an interview with Lebron after the win, James said something about how after that shot, the team bonded and it would be a lot easier with the playoffs and traveling from winning (and see the celebratory hug, it was cute.)

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With the last game tonight, this season is coming to a satisfying close.  I get to miss this game and its going to be exiting!! oh well, basic doctrine will be way better. SoOoOoOo i cant wait for the playoffs.

OHH AND:

if anyone wants to donate to the delonte jersey fund (no one would want to :] ) so that Elli can buy a 44 dolla West jersey :D.

anyone who donates any money at all will recieve a than you card with some candy :)))))

kk haha byyeee

since everyone told me to put the queen of cheesey poems up on my blog, here it is:

 SPRING BREAK ‘08

Greatly anticipated with expectations oh so high,

spring break ‘08 has been mighty fly

the first day was pink with a little shade of blue

relaxing and fun… without asta too!

forgetting those at home was an honest mistake

and to face the path of doom is a risk i have yet to take

hear, stress, laughter, and joy may sum up these days.

theres been luxury every sunrise, sunset, sunshit; every fase

because one thing i have learned so far

is to never let jordan drive a car                         JK

but so far, the best thing may be

i am truly learning about the B.O.C.

how thankful i am for them

and how God is currently watching over me

my relationships are strengthening

yet tribalism is still lengthening

to watch everyone grow up without me,

may be one of the hardest things to see.

 left to think surrounded by nature

i realize how i neglect my future

and if i want to grow

i must get off my ass and seek to know

the end.

there were a lot of ‘inside jokes’ in there so if you didnt like it, im on your side.

anyways. the cavs game yesturday (friday) was completely embarrassing. though i have go to give it to their second team comming in, the were down soo much! it was like 12 or more points difference and they brought it up to 5. so 95 to 100 and hughes wins again. thats what we get for trading him!! hahahaaaaa

my obsession

 im just chillin here… at eleven ohh five. im just real grateful for my mama. like me and andie were talking bout how ungrateful people were and she gave me these assignments that made me realize i am grateful for my mom even though we argue a lot. how could i not be grateful for her ya know? one fish two fish, red fish blue fish. nik knack patty wack, give a dog a bone. DING! my descant is done

“the games are won at nighttime

in the gym at 12 o’clock on a friday,

when everybodys hangin out and you in the gym shooting thousands of jumpshots.”

“underneath the ground, bam: carrots, albuquerque.”

quoted: …just guess

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oh and cavs, good game wednesday, brought it back up. though i didnt get to see all of it at all… lebron is just so much better than last season… he definitely makes the team. if he wants to go to new york or wherever: BOOM we screwed

you gotta watch these, he really is funny:

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6nmHflqcAo

 2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxGz6_23tUo

3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rC95AnQzTh0 **this one is for joe, he explains some of his tats

4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_fufnPMTmE

5.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uT8GrhTIYs **

6. and this one is just cool/hot: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TOgbczpKdM

7. and this ones for lebron: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQ_x_RKUY3s