I have this thing where i mark the 4, 12, and 13 of every month with a big BEST DAY EVER! the 4 is the THIRD BEST DAY EVER! the 12 is the SECOND BEST DAY EVER!! and the 13 is the THE BEST DAY EVER!!! These, as you may have guessed, are my favorite numbers. I really liked even numbers as a kid. 4 was the number on my first basketball jersey, big ben’s number, and of course, its the perfect number for everything. 12 has always been my favorite number (until now.) It is my dad’s favorite number, the number of donuts i can eat (probably,) and i dont know why else… but it was my favorite for a long time. Then i came accross the number 13! I never thought of 13 being anyone’s favorite number… but i really am not superstitious at all. 13 is awkward, NOT even, and multiply it by two and it equals 26… a number i hate. But for whatever reason (with added props from it being delonte’s) i chose to have it be my favorite number. So it came to it being the best day ever of every month….

but this best day ever happens to be on a home church thursday! Not any home church, it is THE HOME CHURCH! Well, it will be the best day ever… why? glad you asked ’cause i am dying to tell….

1. home church: we have already gone over this point. i love hc! its super fun!!

2. there is this terror special on the history channel later that night that i have been waiting since monday to see. the commercials look soo interesting!! I am a fan of history and Adi definitely got me into watching the history channel.

3. Journalism: I have been trying for 2 weeks to write an NBA story and it didnt come-writer’s block-until now! i am for some reason excited to continue writing it. I would be doing so at present buuuuttttt, i didnt feel like carrying anything home.

4. i’m gunna wear my new shoes tomorrow. i get excited by these things.

5. the reason WHY it will be the BEST DAY EVER!!!: COURTNEY IS COMING TO HOME CHURCH!!!!! HOW KICK ASS IS THAT!?! I can’t wait! i was so fearful of inviting her AGAIN but when i finally did, she said she wanted to! the Lord has answered my prayers!!! SO if everyone could pray that nothing will get in the way of her coming, that would be the best thing ever!

Now you know why it will be the best day ever: its the 13 and courtney is coming to hc!
woo hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I just wrote a long depressing blog about how I am sad that everyone thinks of me as negative. I deleted it because that is totally ironically stupid. Besides, contrary to popular beliefs, I am hardly every depressed! I am so happy right now I just thought, whats the point of whining over something that i think i am improving? i just want to be known for my hits not just my misses.

Moving on; Carrie and I are teaching cell tomorrow! I am so pumped for it! I love making all the outlines, looking up verses and organizing the information into an interesting facts. I do not feel stressed at all. The Lord totally has his hand on this teaching, I can feel it. I just hope I dont screw it up beforehand. I am going over 2 attributes of God: ompnipotent and love. Have you ever had the feeling when you just realize how amazing God is? It kind of feels like a refresher. Every couple of weeks, God just reminds me of how amazing he really is and what an awesome thing he did for us! I mean, how come I am so selfish when he did this selfless act-for me!! Wow!

I lost my tennis match in tennis class today. It was fun playing, but I realize i hav just gotten worse from starting the class that is supposed to improve my ‘skills.’ I am apparently random when happy.

I am happy. I am joyful! The Spirit is in me and I cannot stop praying. I love the feeling of God loving me. I only hope that everyone else can know this feeling too. Including Courtney, Kenni, “Stefanie” lets call them, even J! How awesome is it to have the Body of Christ as a family? Thank you, Lord! i feel as though all of my problems are solved forever except for the fact that my World history book is waiting to be read and the review worksheet for the test is not completed. I hardly know the names of the battles for the test tomorrow and have forgotten to get ads for the newspaper for the past 2 months. I dont mind, as long as i can sleep with this feeling… heck, I don’t think I will be able to sleep!

goodnight!

So i love the cavaliers. i also love writing, drawing and cats. but more than anything do i like fellowship. i love being around word people, aka my family. the cavaliers can burn as long as i can keep my fellowship (of the ring.. lol.)

So i heard some people think i left fellowship for some cavs thing.

Well just clearing up that i never left nothin for no shit like thaaatt. And would i ever? noo. SO, my obsession with Delonte West is just something i have a big opinion on, really truly it isnt that important in my life and isnt life-changing at all.

i find it very much amusing though that people are making a big deal about how much i like the cavs.

seriously, your all just jealous haha i am the only one that laughs at my jokes.

but serious, if that person reads this, next time: please talk to me about it and NOT my mom. thank you

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i have a thought taht people do not like my writing style. i do come off mean and very… un proffessional i guess. there is a reason for this.
1. i am mean
2. i write like i say and i write what i feel but dont say what i write quite right.
if you got that at all.

im sayin that i write how i talk. ya dig?
but i write what i feel,
and cannot say what i feel right.
when it comes out of my mouth its like … flip flop slop poop. DING!
i have a big problem on my hands with that whole issue. you see, i cannot express what i am trying to say when talking deep without tearing up. I have no idea. even if i am happy while talking, they just come. even thinking about things, they come. im thinkin i just get overly ffrustrated with what i cannot say. or just because im a baby. but i dont think im that much of a baby… which means i probably am.
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I really want people who read this to pray for my friend lauren who may be a believer. i just have to find out ferr sherr.
ya dig?
thank yoU!
whoever reads this (0)

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So anyway, speaking of the ‘team that cannot be named,’ they had an okay (iffy) game Saturday but still won. And TODAY!! WOWOWOW DAYUMMMNN! they won by 30 points!!

Big Ben was awesome starting it off

and Lebron of course.


Z and Delonte did an okay job but Z didnt seem as impressive as Saturday.
Well the one foul i found was awesome when the Wizards player pushed lebron when he was shooting and that Wizard had to leave the game!! hahaaaaaa.

Wally was cooool. swift mayne swift!

throughout the game, i was texting cody. it seems that chicken little is the only person in word i can talk to about sportz, lol.

Well 30 points is pretty FUNKAY, 116 to 86. *my mom is lecturing me about using my words excellently now, fyi.* and hopefully they play like this thursday on the road. as ac said, the playoffs dont start till you win a road game.

love me or hate me its still an obsession.

i did make all the like this pics…

since everyone told me to put the queen of cheesey poems up on my blog, here it is:

 SPRING BREAK ’08

Greatly anticipated with expectations oh so high,

spring break ’08 has been mighty fly

the first day was pink with a little shade of blue

relaxing and fun… without asta too!

forgetting those at home was an honest mistake

and to face the path of doom is a risk i have yet to take

hear, stress, laughter, and joy may sum up these days.

theres been luxury every sunrise, sunset, sunshit; every fase

because one thing i have learned so far

is to never let jordan drive a car                         JK

but so far, the best thing may be

i am truly learning about the B.O.C.

how thankful i am for them

and how God is currently watching over me

my relationships are strengthening

yet tribalism is still lengthening

to watch everyone grow up without me,

may be one of the hardest things to see.

 left to think surrounded by nature

i realize how i neglect my future

and if i want to grow

i must get off my ass and seek to know

the end.

there were a lot of ‘inside jokes’ in there so if you didnt like it, im on your side.

anyways. the cavs game yesturday (friday) was completely embarrassing. though i have go to give it to their second team comming in, the were down soo much! it was like 12 or more points difference and they brought it up to 5. so 95 to 100 and hughes wins again. thats what we get for trading him!! hahahaaaaa