http://elli.neoblogs.org Just another Neoblogs.org weblog Sat, 15 Nov 2008 03:53:42 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en so its 10:42 on friday night and i have 2 choices: 1. stay home 2. go to someones house that would end up in stupidity.... i'll go with the first i guess. i dont know what happened. at school everyone was saying, oh we have to do something! i thought i would be ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/11/14/alone-again-shit/ I have this thing where i mark the 4, 12, and 13 of every month with a big BEST DAY EVER! the 4 is the THIRD BEST DAY EVER! the 12 is the SECOND BEST DAY EVER!! and the 13 is the THE BEST DAY EVER!!! These, as you may ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/11/12/tomorrow-best-day-ever/ I just wrote a long depressing blog about how I am sad that everyone thinks of me as negative. I deleted it because that is totally ironically stupid. Besides, contrary to popular beliefs, I am hardly every depressed! I am so happy right now I just thought, whats the point ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/10/22/double-u-are-eye-tee-e/ but trust me, i hush puppies. Sorry, i am listening to Lupe. <a href="http://photobucket.com/images/lupe fiasco" target="_blank"><img src="http://i268.photobucket.com/albums/jj1/burnin_hedgehog/Lupe%20Fiasco/lupe2.jpg" border="0" alt="lupe fiasco Pictures, Images and Photos"></a> So i have been thinking a lot lately about relationships. I feel like i am always dissing people, which i am.. and i especially feel bad about one person. I ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/10/15/the-suns-gunna-rise-in-a-mile-in-a-mile-youll-be-oding-fine/ I just wasted an hour writing an article i was supposed to write wednesday then friday and repeat writing it over the weekend... but i didnt start until sunday at 11:30 and having the latest issue of the Stohion rely on that article and, all in all, me, i was ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/10/06/fall-autumn-september-no-its-fall/ So a lot of things have been going through my head and i have only been able to make sense of a few... i am not feeling as deep as i usually am... whatever, its still been awesome. right at this very moment, i feel awesome after mike's teaching, in a ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/09/27/cant-spell-mel-without-el/ trust me, it is more comfy than it sounds...   "No one else will know these lonely dreams.." maybe people do. I have a hard time relating with my friends sometimes. They talk about soccer, driving, parties or boyfriends all of which i have a lack of experience. So the best i ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/09/11/miles-from-where-you-are-i-lay-down-on-the-cold-ground/ its been awhile since i have blogged last. Reading everyone's made me miss it kind of because they are all really good. but now blogging again i remembered why i stopped: its stupid. maybe? is it? i didnt think so but then i was told so, so it is. I always have ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/08/19/it-has-been-awhile/ SCARED? No. Shy? No. Excited? A little? Then what? I'm not sure. But something is making me shake. A mixture of excitement, stress, nerves and probably the lack of sleep. The car could be a factor as well. It could be that i didn't know what i was going to ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/07/06/mt08/ i can feel You all around me thickening the air i breath in Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing i am not that into christian music but flyleaf does a good job of making it interesting. i mean this is an awesome song and when they explain it on ... http://elli.neoblogs.org/2008/06/24/dddd-d-d-d-damn/